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Kontantine *Something Corporate*

I can’t imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
and I don’t understand all the things you’ve seen
but I’m slipping in between
You and your big dreams
It’s always you
In my big dreams
And you tell me that its over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless
and im naked
you gotta get out
you cant stand to see me shakin
no
could u let me go?
i didnt think so
and youi dont wanna be here in the future
so you say the presants just a pleasant interuption to the past
and you dont wanna look much closer
cause ur afriad to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had
crashed
and it did
because of me

and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that your alone oh
and im sleeping in your living room
but we dont have much room to live

and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damnit you’re so young
well i dont think i care
and if i hurt you
then im sorry
please dont think that this was easy

and then you bring me home
cause we both know what its like to be alone oh
and im dreaming in your living room
but we dont have much room to live

and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesnt she look good
standing in her underware
and i was thinking
what i was thinkin
we’ve been drinkin and it doesnt get me anywhere
my konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do was touch her long blond hair
and ive been thinkin
but it hurts me thinking
that these nights when we were drinking
no they never got us anywhere
no

this is because i can spell confusion with a ‘K’
and i can like it
its to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt that what you said
what you thought this song meant

and if this is what it takes
just to lye with my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
all the hell i put you through
i always catch the clock
its 11:11
now you wanna talk
its not hard to dream
you’ll always be my konstantine
my konstantine
they’ll never hurt you like i do
no they’ll never hurt you like i do
no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no

this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
ya know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all these fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby you could keep me up in bed
my konstanine

you spin around me like a dream
we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did u know i missed you(x7)
i miss you

and then you bring me home
and we go to sleep
but this time not alone
and i know
and you’ll kiss me in your living room
i know
i know you miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think
maybe that i miss you in my licing room
but we dont have much room
i said does anybody need that room
because we all need a little more room
to live

my konstantine…

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In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
Bit I can’t hide that I’ve relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And you‘re my
Good feeling
I’m kneeling
Inside a room she paints me blue
And you are
My reason
For breathing
Inside a room she paints me blue again

OOOOOK it is sunday and you know what that means……………. ok so it isn’t that exciting to you but this has been my favorite week in a LONG time. Yeah so here it is:

Mon. and Tues. – Nothing really special. We just kinda reviewed. It was really easy.

Wend. – Spanish test: Really good. didn’t get my grade

Thur. – A&P test: 109 ((the penicle of all of all who took it))
           APUSH: 94

Fri. – English: Prolly good but horrible on the AP part. Oh well it is Mrs. Rice.

After school Friday I went to Heidleburg and watched the basketball games and Maggie ((and Brandi )) dance at half. After that we went back to Maggie’s and hung out and I spent the night.

Sat. – Maggie’s Birthday. Happy birthday again Maggie . I woke up and helped them get ready for her family to come and eat and stuff and the food. was. AWESOME. Ohh i was very full and very satisfied after I ate. After everyone left we went to Hattiesburg and basically did nothing. Maggie bought a few things but besides that we just went up there and came back. I gave her her present while we were there. She liked it . After that we went back and I ended up staying again that night.

Sun. – Woke up and went to their church. Came back and watched football ((the colts lost and i am SOOOOO mad. no undefeated season )) and then took a nap. After the nap I went back to their church and Maggies AWANA kids did Christmas songs on hand bells. It was sooo good for little kids. I was thoroughly ((doubt that i spelled that right)) impressed. Then after the sermin ((or that one)) was over we went back and hung out for a bit more and I came home.

Now I am here. Oh man my weekend was amazing. I bet your weekend wasn’t nearly as good as mine and if it was then you know how this tingling feeling in my chest feels. I could seriously get used to this half of the wheel.