It’s not letting me tell what i am listening to so ima just tell you:

Crimson
by Alkaline Trio
Time to Waste

Alright guys i’m gonna update cause i have nothing better to do.

Well thanks everybody for all of the support that you’ve given Spec
Wilson. It really means a lot to me and all of the rest of the guys.
It’s really good to know that we have fans. I can’t wait until the next
show either which might be pretty soon .

Well i’m not gonna touch on this subject too much because it makes me
all blah to think about it but i must say this: Change is a HUGE topic
right now in more than one life. I dealt with it about 2 weeks ago and
it scared me. Like REALLY REALLY scared me. I didn’t talk about it to
anyone so no one really knew. I just kinda wanted everying to stay
EXACTLY the way that they were. I wanted to be Peter Pan. I wanted to
stay 15 forever.Nothing was wronge with my life, no one had any MAJOR
problems, and I was having the time of my life. I didn’t want anything
to change but i could already tell that things were changing and it
scared me. But I just kinda looked at what all was happening around me
and realized that there was nothing i could do to stop the change and
that it was gonna happen. I am still a little scared about not knowing
whats gonna happen but I know that it is gonna happen and i’m not gonna
be able to stop it so why not just roll with the punches. I’m not
saying everything is gonna be hunky dory just cause i accepted that
this change is gonna happen cause it’s not. I know that i’m gonna get
hurt but i know that there will also be good to come out of it, even if
i don’t realize it at the time. But yeah that is what i have to say
about that ,even though i did a bit more than I meant to but yeah and to everyone who knows what I am talking about I am
praying that everything will work out alright in the near future.

Ok guys well it is late so I’m just gonna go now. Once again thanks for
all of the support with Spec Wilson. I really do love all of you guys
and please keep up with the support by comming and watching us when we
play. We will really appriciat it. Later guys

I really do love you with everything that I am Amber Christine Sumner and no matter what happens i want you to remember that.